We got out of Reykjavik...

We just got back from a weekend retreat in the countryside with a local fellowship here. This was the first time in 7 weeks that we were able to leave the city! It was a good break. Colby spoke for two sessions , we went swimming in the rain, we were exposed to our first Icelandic dance party (I wish I had brought the camcorder!), and the kids made a new friend--Ying Ping from Hong Kong. I wonder if they will ever learn ICELANDIC.

approval addict

Today in language school, I was called on to read some sentences to practice pronunciation. Whenever this happens, I feel hot liquid run through my veins, down past my knees. I took a deep breathe, and with confidence began reading. After I struggled through the last line, "kaffið er kalt og vont" (the coffee is cold and bad), the teacher began to shake his head and commented, "það hljomar ekki vel." My heart began to beat fast as I sensed I had not done something well (ekki=not, vel=well). Confirming my suspicion, the teacher repeated the sentence "það hljomar ekki vel" and translated: "This does not sound good." I began to feel a lump forming in my throat as the discouragement set it. As if it hadn't been enough already, he proceeded to write the sentence on the board, making a public mockery of my ignorance. "Það....hjomar...ekki...vel" He enunciated each word and reiterated what each one meant: "This....does...not...sound...good." I smiled nervously as I tried to take the harsh rebuke and began to feed myself some positive self talk:
"God still loves me......I have unshakable worth in Jesus...My value as a person is not dependent on my performance....Who I am in Christ is more important than what I do....even if I can't speak this stupid language!!!"

Sensing the difficulty of the moment, Colby put his arm around me and began to rub my back. Being the peace-maker that he is (he is a textbook third-child), he raised his hand and tried to compromise, "Now..was it just the last line that didn't sound so good?" Blinking back tears, I looked over at Colby, admiring his ability to bring moderation to such a bleak moment. At that moment, the teacher saw my despair and immediately started belly-laughing. "No, no, no....I was saying that cold coffee does not sound good...not you!" He spent the next few minutes making fun of me and even flagged someone over who was not in our class to share the humorous miss communication. Either way, it's a good thing that my self-worth is not tied to my ability to speak this language.

The Little Girl Who Cried Wolf.

Last night, some friends here in Iceland invited us to go out to dinner. This was a pretty exciting event since we had not yet gone to a restaurant here together and we began coaching the kids on good restaurant etiquette. Anticipation was high and the girls both dressed up, picked out necklaces and bracelets for the big event. When we arrived and walked into the serene, candle-lit restaurant, immediately Colby and looked at each other and said at the same time, "Oh no...Were we supposed to get a babysitter?" There was the brief moment where I considered turning around and seeing if Diana or Johanna was available to babysit at that exact moment, but we walked through the quaint, fancy restaurant where our hosts were waiting. They insisted that they had intended for the kids to come, but it felt out-of-place to have small kids in such a nice, adult environment. We had another talk about how they needed to whisper as to not interrupt the quiet, peaceful environment.

Things were going well, and they were being respectful and courteous as everyone ordered. The girls had finally decided on splitting a cheeseburger when Darcy began to whine. Sipping on water seemed to appease her for awhile, but then she began to complain that she had to throw up. I laughed and explained to everyone about Darcy's culture shock. (quick interjection: Mom, this is called a link and you can click on it). I'm not sure why she always tells us that she has to throw up, but we just hand her a barf bag and go on with what we're doing. After a few minutes of hearing this repetitive phrase, I finally excused myself and took my little bulimic and Haley to the bathroom so Darcy could "throw up." Darcy stood with her head hanging down in the trash can while Haley took a potty break and had this conversation:
"Darcy, you don't have to throw up..."
"YES. I. DO. HAY-LEE!!"
"No you don't. You always SAY that you have to throw up, but you never do."
"But I DO."
"You are lying, Darcy."

Haley had successfully ruffled Darcy's feathers and she began whining loudly again. After one more stern talk, we walked out from the bathroom to the dining area where I made eye-contact with everyone from our table and winked as if to say We took care of it. At that moment, the most horrific scene unfolded as Darcy ERUPTED with vomit all over the dining room floor. I watched, paralyzed with disbelief, as each thrust of regurgitation produced a splattering onto the antique chairs, the table legs, and the carpet. Looking back, most mothers (Jennifer Clifton) would have quickly picked up the child and rushed her to the bathroom after the first splash, but not me...I just stood frozen watching the wincing looks of the customers and the ghost-white faces of our hosts. Everything went in slow-motion as it just kept coming...one, two, three times. Pause. Colby rushes over. Four, five, six. You can hear moans from the audience as she continues a seventh and eighth time. We literally just stood there and watched it all; we had no idea what to do.

Now, maybe this would not have been such a big deal if we were at a loud Applebee's or a bustling Wal-Mart where Joe the Janitor shows up quickly to mop up the mess. But here we were at Madonna's Ristorante where the only server they have is having to leap over the puddle to serve the other customers. He handed Colby a bucket and a rag, and might as well given him
a sandwhich board that read, "My child has just puked in the general vicinity of your pleasurable dining experience and stolen your appetite." I put the dripping child in the stroller and ran her home where we could escape the shame...the whole time hearing, "Mommy...you didn't BEYEVE me!"

My favorite memory of the evening was Haley's reaction to the whole event:
"I. CAN. NOT. BELIEVE. IT! Darcy was NOT lying. I was lying. I was LYING about LYING."

Hvað er þetta? (What is this?)

Þetta er tengdamamma. (This is...)

Og Þetta er tengdamamma mín. (And this is my...)

Today, both of my language teachers explained to us that Icelanders call a staple remover and a mother-in-law by the same name. The word "tengdamamma" is literally the word for mother-in-law, but the likeness that many mother-in-laws bear to the sharp teeth of a staple remover has resulted in the name being given to this otherwise harmless tool. Below is what many Icelanders apparently call a "tengdamammahús". I'll let you figure that one out. When asked about my mother-in-law, I answered, "Tengdamamma mín er mjörg skemmtileg."

User Error

This is a correction of the weekend post when it seemed our computer had gone crazy. It turns out that by changing the name of a folder I also changed the main identity on the operating system. All my information, including my address book and settings, were hiding somewhere out there in the hard drive. A trip to the Apple store this afternoon led to a joyful, full recovery.

Humility

A humble Christian studies his own infirmities and another's excellences and that makes him put a higher value upon others than himself.

Thomas Watson (from A Godly Man´s Picture)

The Birth of Kolbeinn Jón Jónsson

Yesterday Anna Pálsdottir and I finished up Level I of Beginner´s Icelandic. We have grown to enjoy our teacher, who in the vernacular of my father is a ´real character´. It is a great to have a teacher that really loves to teach language, enjoys people, and is extremely jovial. He is really fun, and a brilliant mad scientist of a linguist. He has a modest goal of cleansing Europe of it´s unrefined use of language and bringing all people´s everywhere back to the Icelandic from which it came. I have similiar goals in life and enjoy his exuberance.
We received our test scores for the course yesterday and mine came with a new moniker and the elusive ink, ´giraffe stamp´. God often gives people a new name as He calls them into new pursuits in His kingdom. I have received mine at the hand of a linguist prophet and pray that it comes with all the blessings of Abraham, who was called Abram; Israel, who was called Jacob; And Paul, who was called Saul. Next week we start Beginner's Level 2.

System Failure!

I turned my Macbook on this evening and everything was different. It was like someone stole my computer and replaced it with a different computer that doesn't really work now. A lot of my files were still there, but some were in different places. The more I try to use it the worse it seems to get. Worst of all. My backlog of e-mails and contacts from Microsoft Entourage are gone. I will be at the Apple Store as soon as it opens. We are now without skype, and thankful that we still have our Toshiba. Where is Mila Thomas when you need her?

Patterns of Reykjavik

Time Magazine: 10 Ideas that Are Changing the World

And #3 is...worth checking out.

The whole article is interesting, but I was amazed to see this in the top ten.